Hello again fellow reader,

As you can tell by the title, these are things that really bug me. Do not confuse this with my "Words the Annoy Me" thing (prt II is in the making, although it contains material which would just about offend everyone, I'm not sure if I should release it yet).  This is an ordinary rant by...me. I know it's too early for me to be a curmudgeon, but there are a lot of things that really fucking annoy me. And by "a lot" I mean just about everything in my life.  Aside from my friends....love you guys! Really!

Lets start with backpacks. Your wondering to yourself now, "Backpacks? Why backpacks?" Well let me tell you why.

I get this all the time, "Stand up straight!" "Don't slouch!". After a while it gets very annoying. The reason I slouch is because I carry an equivalent of 14 tons worth of books on my back each day.  And if I did happen to stand up straight, the momentum of the heavy-ass books and my back going into the upright position......TIMBEEEEEERRRRR!!!! KABOOOOM!!! You get the picture. So then people start saying, "Why don't you leave your books in your locker?"  The answer is, I do. It's just that I get so much homework and I'm required to carry them home every day. And from class to class. And there's about 500 pages per book. So....It's HEAVY!!! And more often than not, I tend to forget my books and leave them in the locker by accident, therefore missing my homework assignment. Not fucking cool when your already failing.

Another thing that bugs me. My douche bag, ghetto neighborhood. Every Friday night, and usually about this time too, all the kids in the neighborhood get together including my brothers. This is, more often than not, a bad thing. Sometimes they go around and ring peoples doorbells and run away. Sometimes they play manhunt at night. Sometimes they go around and shoot at each other with b-b guns. And my brother wonders why I don't get out so much.

Leading to another THING that bugs me (note that I said thing). My brother. He rips on me because I don't go outside much and when ever I do go out (to get coke or movies) he mocks me in front of his friends. He also says I should make friends with other kids in the neighborhood. Fucking bullshit like that. First off, everyone on my street is either a douche or is one of my brothers friends (which is the same thing). I hate all the kids on my street. And I'm pretty sure they hate me too. Secondly, what I choose to with my life is my option. If I want to stay inside and be an antisocial loner, then fuckin leave me alone about it. It's my choice. Whoever says differently can go fuck themselves with a double-ended dildo and die.

Last thing for tonight, peer pressure. I hate feeling like I have to do what everyone else is doing. I would like to do my own thing but that would mean I'd stand out and people would notice me. That would be a terrible thing for me. Actually being around people (school = hell). And I especially hate it when people say if you do it, it'll  make you cool. How can something be cool if everyone's doing it or has done it. It doesn't make sense. And last time I checked, being 'cool' makes people notice you.

In closing, if a 'friend' tries to get you to do something you don't want to do, they aren't really your friend. Therefore, you should tell them to go fuck a goat and eat shit.

I'm an independent person. I do whatever the fuck I want to do. Advice is ok, but I will not be led around or follow the in-crowd. I am the master of my own life.

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Yeah, I know I suck at ranting. But at least I can speak my mind...and delete negative comments, heheheh.

Adios,

Wolf